Zheng Jun in music to find the real you (I)

 90s of last century, a naked a pessimistic soul was free to stretch a piece of the sky, real visible person, as if his love.
never gratuitous love, Zheng Jun's obsession for music is like a calm after the encounter the truth, not just comfort, warmth, but also a magical voice opened his heart, remove the shackles on him and let him know how to go the way of life.
love with rock and roll
1987 年 9 months, Zheng Jun ride from Xi'an more than 30 hours by train via Shanghai transfer to Hangzhou in Hangzhou Institute of Electronic Engineering, an industry trade professional students.
long train journey, looking out the window Zheng Jun golden paddy fields, could not recall the Pro on the train the night before the long talk with his brother. once His brother is the enemy, after long talks, all the barriers and resentment and hatred of liberation in a similar order under the words disappeared. brother, said: , so even if you an adult, as you all things by your own decision, I will not control you. report of the evening, clear and crisp, the breeze was blowing, Jun-Zheng with classmates on campus, Xia Guang. waves of music coming from their tracks the sound away, turned out to be older students are having a party. partners shy to stand back of the crowd , Zheng Jun encourage you: br> The next day, someone came to his students, saying that Zheng Jun was seen at the ball, and that he form and character are good, ask him to do welcome students willing to host the party. Zheng Jun keen on the idea of the. party , and Jun-Zheng expressed very well. Soon, he was elected student leaders responsible for the cultural aspects. in a new environment, his performance was all the affirmation, some attention to him, he had no reason not to focus on their own. Zheng Jun realize that could be re-shape their own image, his shots also means freedom.
foreign trade because it is the reason, the English class, the teacher put a lot of Western rock and roll tape for everyone. It was the first time Zheng Jun contact with rock, is the first time I felt the music's charm. Many British and American sixties and seventies pop and rock good music, some outstanding singers, bands and his works, such as The Beatles, The Rolling Stones, The Doors, Led Zepplin, Bob Marley, Bruce Springsteen, so that Zheng Jun hooked on rock and roll.
life he saved money to buy an acoustic guitar, sleepless nights begin practice, in school after they have Xiaocheng organizations on campus the one called college teachers and students praise.
Zheng Jun heart was struck a chord of music, still not determined to be a professional singer. He is a professional foreign students, of course from the business, gone abroad for further study is undoubtedly best preparation in the foreign trade sector. senior year he successfully applied to a university study to the United States, but personal data inadvertently lost embassy staff, which should smooth the visa has become very distant None of thing. U.S. embassy staff, said: wait patiently to wait for the re-do was complete a year or even longer.
music with the past due to say goodbye to
1990, the Zheng Jun returned to Xi'an. < br> mother when he was a professor of Xi'an Chang'an University, studied under the guidance of a large group of students, my brother has been to Shenzhen to work. at home, only one idler Jun-Zheng. He returned home and watch old grandma large open courtyard, as well as old and still in the yard old acacia trees tall and straight, watching the road swing to big crowd, mingled play guitar, moonlight, like a gently flowing mountain streams on the guitar, the past in the whispered in a quiet highlight, in this mountain stream in, as if the scale of the flash, as if falling throb.
the source of memory anomalies alone .4-year-old Zheng Jun , pinch the clay in the room, playing with blocks, one can play for days. Mom always go to the hospital, and my father rarely home. Zheng Jun vaguely know my father in the hospital admission. and then he knew bigger Dad was the leukemia. sad mother and brother Zheng Jun serious infection, so that Zheng Jun as a precocious child.
primary school classrooms, students are classes with Zheng Jun, the window, Zheng Jun's head in with an aunt probe The teacher said a few words. Zheng Jun may be immediately sensitive to my father to die. Sure enough, my aunt brought the ward Zheng Jun, the father is already gone. mother broke down in tears, my brother also in tears. and Zheng Jun standing, tear no, he just secretly thinking, my father never to go home. father came home one of the few number of times, limited so several times, he is amiable smile, though pale, but calm waves power.
that year, Zheng Jun quietly accepted the reality.