My story

 Lived for twenty-four years, and always a lot of memorable things, have their own space to write the story of their own, you can remember a little later, the Oh
little time to listen to my mom for me at home in the countryside, with the grandmother when the separation of the family is said to be only a gourd bowls pots and pans of these things is not like others, can be said that poor chink, and I feel so described is really not an exaggeration.
the third of my father, is a veteran, there are some high-altitude skills, this is got to work through the back door to find a half bag of rice, the result was my grandfather found out and is playing again curse, the result is did not look into the work. But my father still handsome body, wear uniforms, eye is particularly good, filial piety. I am also confused grandpa, my dad then want to go to school, school to play catch with a stick, and the former than it is now The condition is more than good, hey, the starting point of emotion. And afterwards, I regret to grandfather their children to school, but my father had joined the army, and then for my uncle to go to school, learn well soon dropped out of school, home farming, and that was the time when the work points to earn it. My grandfather had this year in eighties, but now clearly than before, knowing that to a son last year, when home to see my grandfather did not recognize me , bought a lot of food for him.
to say my mother, my eldest mother can be said that virtuous and wise, but then, meet the parents is not good, the boss can not go to school, Yaohong younger siblings, So while very smart, but did not read many books. in all things large and small grandma my mom came from the tube, is such a big future.
There are four people in our family, my father, my mother , my brother (oh handsome), and me, poor old me and my brother, my brother is basically my grandma parent large, eye-well, timid, Ye Hao temper, like a girl, I am not exactly turn out, and courageous, stubborn temper, the same as boys. from the smallest start Well, I have a aunt will be telling basking, and she told my mom I have to go through three hardships for the job The first is said to be suffering in my mother's belly, my dad riding a bike with my mom go to the fair, when I already have 7-8 months, the mountain not walked all the way are Britain's my mom to death , accidentally fell off my mother, when the stomach sore, my mom, I do not remember that time is to know, huh, huh, thought that the child does not have the it, but did nothing to the hospital. Another time, I Fast was born, my father and my mother had a fight, quarrel seems to be hands-on, and my mother to drink a mad brine, and then think about my mother spit on his buttoned, and thought I was not born a fool is fool, but now seems quite satisfied with my mom. I remember my mom when I was young toddler was dragged my mom went to work, of course, my mother worked, and I have no one with little time So I was dragged on the ground side of the. sometimes fell asleep, my mom afraid of insects, ah, ah snake crawl into my mouth, put in a lot next to a lot of thorns, afraid of hurting to me, my mom for a running back to see me, fear me some what. I was very young there is no Nai Chi, because my mother in poor health, so I was a kid to eat most is tofu, do not want to lead today eat tofu, and my mom, I am very stubborn, and every time want to eat tofu, my mom is not impossible, to make tofu to be back where I look, or I'll cry too much, and my voice is very sharp the kind of crying on the endless, and they all like my brother because he did not trouble me so, Oh. Think about the development time if the chances are good of it now is a singer, I also took part in what ah, what kind of woman , hehe. digress a bit, to remember, my mom when I was very brutal, at home in a newly hatched chicks, hatched in between did not died, that is, eggs are gross, my mom I baked, in particular, like to eat, I'll have strangled the chicken house to tell my mom died, I want to eat, huh, huh, think about really interesting. hour special is not honest, just what will climb to are climbing, like to eat eggs, you can remember where my mom put the egg, I climb down to 20, have broken a few eggs, eggs do not feel like my mother gave me one by one as to the fight, was to my brother scared, I can not stay stopped. I saw my mom come back to play in the ground did not temper the egg, huh, huh.
a child my brother Who Loved Me, and then just to walk, my mom went out the laundry, my dad is not in, and then let my brother looked at me, waiting for a very long time has not come back, my brother said to my mom let me go to a good stay at home, I waited a very long a very long time so my brother did not come, and then climbed down himself, according to the fields to find the memory before my brother, my toddler that would be, so go for a rest a. my mom home to see I did not, at the time anxious and asked my brother, he was scared. and then I rode Er Yi to find me, find me at my home field to play the game, said that was the first time I take a beating, but no impression.
on a very classic thing to say about that is my nickname, five hundred gold before, why is it that name, my mom out to protest the family planning people. We are the minority, for two children, and Zhunsheng Zheng are down, then a change of mayor I became able to bounce, and fined five hundred, five hundred I became King, and Oh, hours of think this is insulting to me, Now do not think so. hour is willing to anger, an angry and ran out, and my brother would chase it, because he Loved Me, but once my mom did not let my brother out, I'm curious to Why tummy window to see my brother did not come after me, then this has always been my mom gave my sister always said that a thing of the story has become a must.
bitter when I heard a small, family cold hands and feet I will put on the quilt lying on the kang. but still cold, resulting in the now I'm cold, cold nose on a cold, this is the object of my winter protection. my dad like to gamble, quarrel with my mother every day, and then I'll be honest reduction in bed, and every day growing up in the noise.
remember when I was five and moved to live with my grandmother, and from the close, the village called peace, but not at peace. I go there, but glad that finally is not the only thatched cottage, and has a tile-roofed house, and feel good at that. at home, the most depressing thing to bed at midnight to hear the door ring, it must be My uncle has a fight, alas, but see now more afraid of. and then I read in kindergarten, to kindergarten I realized that I already high, and unfortunately there is no previous photos posted should not have to look at the . Little boys like to play when the marriage or something, then do not know, now know that every family is too, huh, huh, say it a bit embarrassing. to the peace and has been related to sleep with my brother, me and my brother more than anyone else stomach large, more than anyone else, dynamic, and do not know how my brother or me, every time I win, then to meet my little vanity, and that time is really very simple pleasure. hours of things to listen to remember that s all about.
the time to primary school
I was young in elementary school, I always want to go to university, always wanted that as a child's dream, so when I send Er Yi I went to primary school, I am not a clamor to go to university, in fact that direction is a secondary, small Well then, have no concept of these, just know that he liked to go to college, this can make their parents happy, and I happy. But in the end I was deceived by my Er Yi primary school, and began the first day of life, my nationality is Korean, and our village as long as they have on the North Korean school children, but my parents take me to the Han school for almost two school teachers fight, but I was left in the Han school. At that time I remember our teacher just graduated, very young, teachers are particularly good, and I said no Mandarin Well, let me of her show, so when I learn what members get jobs, training my guts, to six years old at that time did not know anything, I know so many teachers are afraid to face, each time students accompanied me to get work, because too small just do not understand. The most interesting thing should be near the Games, just school, and I was born fat, of course, will not soon run out, each teacher would put me on the team three years, my mother asked in particular do not understand why should I put three years, class teacher told my mom, she ran with three runs slow, even went to the last one also prizes ah. Oh, we can imagine, when I was running too slow, the most interesting thing also happened this time, two people walking in front Paozhaopaozhao, I find them half a lap down in my , I passed through directly from the half, when the presence of all the parents and teachers are bending beneath the music came, I was bewildered expression, I asked my mother how scratching his head, and Oh, like think at that time must be very cute. Of course, I will also get third place, because I was too cute, huh, huh, how should encourage ah! Hey ~ ~ ~
then I would say Mandarin, because at home, say in Korean, (ha ha, sorry, ah, now say that the Chinese language), so the Chinese say well, let me report shows the time in the Spring, the beginning of a lot of words said they do not understand, not understand the tongue, but to turn to practice every day, every day, and later that day program in the Spring report really did not make a fool, that was my happiest day is the happiest day of my mother. Oh, the first year of lived, soon, soon, very happy, finally I got the first end of first grade and happy life.
second grade will not be so smooth, and meet old and hit a teacher, Whether boys or girls, with Zhang Liang long as eyes are like, I remember very clearly, when I can carry the multiplication formulas I almost did not back down, which he covered with his chalk fingers a bit head, pain, when hate him, but he was also in the psychological hate, ah, ah silent resentment. I most willing to do is go home at night to play, and then early in the morning lying on bed homework together, but it the day when the teacher is that the job must be done that day. Oh, but I belong to he or she says, usually with action against the teacher. I saw my classmates came to me and do homework in bed, I said that I threatened to go back to tell the teacher said your homework the morning, so I miserable, and chances are it will bashing. from small to large did not survive the hit, and no way she scared me, and I scared her, and tell you ah, if you tell the teacher I do not play with you, and let you see my work, and hum. hey, this move is so that the results did not the accused teacher. Basically, there is no other fun things.
originally written for a while, now not , and continue to write the story of my third grade, third grade is more luck, a teacher for the teacher every day, doing nothing, every day at home to coax his son, did not give us the lesson, the teacher is not so laid-off, the reason is very simple , background hard Well, in China it is so. per semester exams are last in our class, but good thing I can pass in each subject, then that is very hard, ah, do not lecture the teacher is himself. every year my mom reflect the time to go to school, the teacher taught me last year and a half the voice of parents in the congregation under the step down. I remember the most embarrassing thing is that when the third grade dictation vocabulary, forget the back, the teacher said I easily put in front of the book turned out, in fact, is not intended to be the case, is a habitual action, the results are said to be cheating the students, my god, that was quite depressed, and teacher of the meal is to be followed by those corrupted officials . depressing death of me, leading up to now mention cheating on shaking hands, so each test strip to see how they prepare for cheating are working on it when I study hard, ah, down the root cause, and Oh ~ ~ right must be say is that the primary school, the winter is to use the stove, I'll be sitting next to because I am afraid of the cold, the results of my classmates put a bomb to my trousers Tan, I feel hot, I think it might the reason is not thought too much stove, I feel a little pain I have a change of position or pain, then my classmate, he exclaimed, fire, and I know I look forward to up pants, and raised more than a month before is good, and now there is a scar on his leg it, burned the place is not fine hair. then do not know anything small really ah. Oh
came to the fourth grade had a class teacher for the second half of the total that to me very good, relatively good school, not sleeping is not naughty, performance is relatively good, the teachers every week to pay us a song, I remember very clearly the first song, by chance, and now even sing a little bit of it. I remember more clearly the first and fifth grade boys hand in the first half of the time, travel to dance with everyone, the results I was arranged and a group of boys, of which there is a movement to hand, and I was so embarrassed that each jump stopped, and my teacher said I students, led by just a little hand, and later led in condemning the numerous, and at that time felt the blush only monkey ass with the same. the future and it was nothing special, but I especially like to make beautiful time to be my friend, hey, now I do not know where those beautiful friends do, not been back for several years.
primary school life is still very happy, because my grades better, My mom did not say that I, like my dad bought me a delicious, Oh
secondary to nothing to say, is the first time I saw high school girls fight, I feel terrible, just learn from them. Secondary School life is depressing, depression, fill in English, mathematics annoying, annoying geometry, that time is essentially a crazy state. not admitted to high school and then a secondary school, secondary school in Changchun is a foreign language, is that on my friend school, so I went to study English for three years, that time is relatively good, get up at 4 am every day, go to bed at 10 pm, every day, every day the word back to practice dialogue, feels good. also I am interested in opening a number of courses, computer c language ah, accounting, ah, my results in this respect than the English is good, so my mom would call me every time I see the transcript. that I have fallen into major courses . The most noteworthy is what I learned in the secondary school to protect themselves, before a lot of friends, we are good people left out slowly took me aside, for the whole month of it sad, crying eyes are swollen, you see the words must think I'm pathetic, huh. then the friendship was injured at that time arrived, and now want to come there will still be a little bit of pain. Every year I go home my dad are looking for about the first case, very simple, do not read books, look for another job, I never heard him, see him I am sick of smoking and drinking. hate this state I continued to work fine now will not say to me, but is to me as his glory, think of a lot of pressure at that time my dad, my brother came back to go abroad was sick, my mother in bad health, the family also opened a store does not become, as my brother's case was still running, I'm still reading it consumption, really is understandable.
biggest gain was in college my second year in the summer, when its opened an English training course at my aunt, although students small, only a dozen, but can really be said to be pot of gold, and I talked about every day from early morning until evening, the evening will be very tired, even without the strength to speak. eat After dinner the next day's class will prepare, and then hit his head on the bed to sleep. Then I heard their performance at school came good, this is where I am most pleased.
to the college wanted to test University, after all, was my childhood dream, when the test into the test, then that term is just that we can test the first university college, and I have time to test math, English, language, what professional ethics, legal and so on, probably more than 10 doors, every day it's back, when all the students have given up the idea of going to school. And I'm still a childhood dream of trying, to the date of the test is really very unfortunate, cold, because the day before the wind is up. exam day the first pain, the exam is very bad. I think I must not have read the school. Maybe this is the life ah admitted by a private university, then there is no concept of private and Office of the State, but later, when the month of 8 countries have received a notice to run a college, but was sent to school, I did not receive. to such a daze to to Beijing.
to Beijing after the real the bitter ah, consumption is too high, the family although some savings have been my brother's illness + I already spent to school, from school that day I knew I had no money shall be killed one, for this was the evening A man climbed to the top of the building took a roll of toilet paper, no one sees I'll be there, a person think, ah think, felt he had put all the things all the way to have thought, at the time was thinking if I jump from here go off the hook, really liberated. concrete not want to say, huh, huh. I went to Beijing to learn all I can do is to score to repay my parents, I did not let them down, I get the first year the scholarship, the second year has been working in the school, although very hard, but I think this is my only way out was really hard, and now have felt tired, not physically tired, but the heart tired, to make a living for them what can I do really miss hh fact, during the time in Changchun is really very happy to learn, make friends, everyone is very busy, really like it. Oh, but now the work was nothing wrong, though a little tired, but there will be a good leader should have a good development of it. There are a lot a lot of dreams did not materialize, I want one by one to realize my dream, I'll fulfill my dream , they will, Oh ~ ~
to mention that in my college life in the so-called, there were two people, one is almost become my Young man, a talk by the students of today have been a good friend BF now has. Both are accompanied by a finish that has been boring college life, may have their presence would not be so boring. drama always happens at this time, two people could have been my good friend, they are nothing but two people in love with me. Oh, I do not know how to do, to still the case today. know when the light like me I do not know how to do, I know it is not possible, so I lied, I lied to him is to let him stay away from me, do not want one day I will hurt him. but he has not said he would like me, my classmates told me that this matter can not say. it continued contact with, in the last year When I found out he was online, he told me he had spent three days two nights in the cafe, he said he wants to try what the feeling of death, he said he was confused, he did not know how to do, he said, He did not I do not know how to live, he said he would rise this, see him as really very distressed, so decadent and so sensitive a person, it could be very good, but why that year helped the school to call me it, why he asked me so much about my question, if not that, then I think I should not have the results today. He cared about all of my everything, I was sick he was concerned, he said I want to let him as I do not feel there is air, but he will always stay with me, Oh, my eyes were beginning to blur. like I was really big mistake is not it. I do not want you to remember each sentence I say, do not want you sad, I want you to be happy, want you to leave in addition to my life, I think this is the best. I have tried to accept you, but do not know how, do not know where the errors, the result is like this now. I remember last Christmas Eve, said to be good next year with the off, and I do owe him a hug, oh, maybe they do not need to today, I thought we can be friends and do a lifetime of good friends, but wrong, between men and women may really not pure friendship, I think there it, as he had really said so naive. Oh, be laughable, and that their very mature it, in fact, but that is a child. really do not have the heart to hurt him, watching him and his mental hard to be as sensitive as I would rather he Taidalielie, and probably a lot better, maybe not so sad for me. I I do not feel like a sinner, like, and not let him hide with me like the plague to hide. He said I am willing to change, willing to pay for me, what can be for me, but I hurt him most was people, I feel like I can not bear his love for me, he would be a good husband, but may not be suitable for me, I asked God, why every day to send two people at the same time in my life, I how to do, how to choose, I think if God agreed with me and I will contact him and his contacts, but now it is such a result. He told me last night, he deleted all of the things about me, tell me not to contact with him, and watched him write the letter, I hardly affected by mental, has been crying, then rain, I ran out, I do not want anyone to see me leave tears, I like the rain to hide my tears I do not know why the cry was heart hurts but I know I do not know for whom the tears flow, but I think I've cried out all depressed. the face he really did not know how to do?? < br> There is also a student who is recognized by a User, has been very good chat with more than 3 years, I'm tired tired, although he will not comfort me, but would have been sitting with me, simple-minded, comfort I have been in the chat, chatting chatting chatting to the feelings, to become good friends, chatting chatting to become the fourth feelings into feelings between the couple and good friends, and to chat now process to become a couple, and had always wanted to be like with him. As if all this happened very go with the flow, in the time do not know how the case has become a boyfriend, he is really a good, but I do not want to hurt him, cry with me laugh with me, feeling really good. In fact, two of them are good, I really hope all this did not happen, if I can have two good friends that nice ah? But it was only a dream, and now have happened, and I do it, what can you do! is not the punishing yourself, huh, huh, hungry, hungry to this article Once on shore, suddenly wanted to try what happens did not eat for three days, I will see God do, well, try it, see my God, it is a good thing, so you can wish them in heaven, and Oh ~ ~ ~
ps: a lot of things are not finished, I do not know how to express, and written a lot of days I'll probably have half of it, finally completed, though not very detailed, but basically my privations of the past 20 years, is this story or experience it, who knows, look at a bustling bar. Ha ha! ~ ~
PS: to commemorate two of my favorite relatives, although they are away from me go, waiting for me in the bliss of heaven will bless me. my second uncle, have been very clever, but it is underappreciated. That year he had gone abroad to make money to go, but not to a year back, because the sick, to fly to Beijing from Korea, and I teach with him everywhere, he gave me good food, best fish to eat him. He gave me a dollar, and now it is also sandwiched in the Bible. I accompanied him to Tiananmen Square, to accompany him to the tower, in the above photo. walking in the street, I pointed to the floor next to a very confident to tell him that I would set this in Beijing ten years buildings, Oh, then may be too small, too ambitious, and for now are not necessarily the case. go back and heard that his condition deteriorated, and they did not tell me, fear of affecting my study, when I know When this matter has been more than six months, and then I eat my aunt made seaweed paper to say delicious, and I said I certainly two good uncle to do this, ah, my aunt said something that he dead do not know, I felt the world was in turn, could not help crying, crying very loud, very loud, cried for half an hour now, she felt a little collapsed. my sister they did not think I have such a strong reflection. I have two very good uncle to me, to my mother also very good, miss him, but I know he is now better than I ever will.
another person is my grandfather, He is a very macho man, but he is high, but also handsome. before he went out when I will ask him to buy me good food, I remember one time so he bought me good food, no buy me, I sat down and wept, and said he was blind you, so easy to buy not to buy me something, I pay no attention to my grandfather, was quite a character. he was more like my brother, know that one month after my brother did not eat away from home, said my brother come back, come back when the news that my brother, he cried even excited, immediately Zhu walking stick from the road to walk. last November, when I went to see him, he told me he was sick a few days ago, the disease is very serious, almost dead, he said, might be a bit exaggerated, fear of old people may all go die. But when I got home He is very happy, I say give them a little shopping, he said nothing. because when I left with my aunt something more, my grandfather afraid I can not carry a walking stick to me to the train station , would the love I have always remember that. This year the Chinese New Year, when my grandfather was sick is esophageal cancer, my mom, old people are sick, the doctor said I was too old grandpa has not surgery. hospital and my mom afraid he can not stand, so my grandfather had been at home. I heard my aunt to go back, my grandfather is also ill like that up to my aunt Zhu Tourou do eat, my daughter came back Well, still very happy. hair is very long , the only bone disease, and later my aunt did not stay long on the back. In the later is a Sunday, I do not care for grandpa to go down the toilet, and then never up, then I Tanggu still, my heart was very calm, I just want my one day to meet with him again. Although not a very long, but I lost two of my dearest loved ones, before I am proud of others that my grandparents grandma grandpa are in it, it is not, but I'm not sad, my grandfather certainly do not want to like us. Oh
Finally, my feelings, I think if nothing comes naturally Well, so nothing comes naturally is not good, huh, huh. msn my students to write the signature on the also excited about than her love, said I was trouble for ourselves, feelings can not tell who is right is. My boyfriend said the first time the two of us are Tieshukaihua, hehe ~ ~ ~ After much deliberation, or cis Well its natural!!! is not it, hehe ~ ~