Thursday, October 21, 2010

Awareness among friends, including friends

 Who could not set foot across the desert, the impression of the desert and may only fixed in books, novels and movies. Therefore, understanding it is almost zero. I have a chance because of the

view of this, I decided to adventure in the desert experience, as with the popular language of the text without modifying the form of memories to share, if you set foot in the desert after the friends had the honor to survive in a hostile environment may be a that reference. People who live in the desert can not feel the air is fresh, whether you are in the room or outside, your mouth, nose, ears and even the most hidden place, He cares for you is always the dust.

four years ago, I participated in a desert highway project supervision. My site is located in the desert under the jurisdiction of the shallows. The changing climate of the desert, sometimes sunny blue skies, sometimes the wind whistling dust wanton and willful, the visibility near zero dust. July 16 afternoon, as usual, my bag to the site with posts to inspect the license conditions, the driver to drive me to,UGG boots cheap, I want to walk along the check did not agree to send me the driver. At that time blue skies, the vast desert expanse, while walking thought the desert edge also has a few months, and usually busy day walking in the desert, also failed to take under the desert to enjoy the unique scenery, sunshine and other projects at this time check look after themselves deep in the desert! Who knows, there are unexpected storms, no access to the site, the sky suddenly wind comes instant sand filled the blue sky, visibility is only a meter or so, sand was soon swept over my knee, so the wind can easily sand paper with me and to the distance. Against the wind no one can do it, unless the variable Yi Xia Jin Yong, Department of the extraordinary word monster. Only the wind, the wind come as a surprise because at that time did not have time to identify the wind direction, around the loss of reference, no direction, along the wind direction had knee deep in the desert run by Kazamaki a somersault. Wind, throwing more and more! Space getting dark, eyes can not open the. Subconscious to remind my colleagues to give a call to inform them, only to find out cell phone even when your hands can not see, and visibility is almost zero. Blinded by a few numbers I did not think of any hints for several days before did not charge their cell phones that should be automatically turned off. I do not know how long, the wind gradually smaller cracks appeared in the desert-sized piece of blue, I know it will be after the Pik sand and blue sky! The wind stopped, and that a slowly drifting across the blue above me, look around and I found myself to a completely strange place. Optimistic about the wind from the terrain like the desert into a darker, soon took out his cell phone to see that Heaven I want to die, is dead! The desert to where I can get out there? Do not know what time to see the sky there is the sun, through the sun's shadow will begin the difficult walk east. Difficult to walk around in less than five kilometers, the sun to hide in a dark corner, after the torment I did sand exhausted and want to find a good place to shelter the sand to rest to look forward to dawn to reserve energy long out of the desert. So ahead in the search to see where the special points, weak point in the evening sunset peripheral vision, I saw a not too high near the sand dunes,Discount UGG boots, experience tells me that there should be Shagou near sand dunes, there is a sheltered sandy Shagou where I see the sand dunes is undoubtedly going to die of hunger in humans, as found in the food, I dragged his exhausted ecstasy limp to the heavy pace of the creeping sand dune climbing difficult, finally close to the hope of finally Holy Land ------ dunes! Four weeks have carefully looked at the article really is not too deep Shagou overnight shelter should do it, do not hesitate to rolling down the ditch, taking advantage of peripheral vision is still too slim to quickly find a place to go lie down at Hao folder, only the corner of the last point is also strained,cheap UGG boots, the desert into a dark and deadly silence. Because it is the first day, in addition to throat Maohuo and feeling hungry or too tired outside, although energy is still considered extremely tired but strong, think of dawn, nothing will be able to find the direction of fear. Priority is to lie down and rest quietly, so I use bag covered his face, lay in the House Shagou folder how to get to tomorrow, they unwittingly stumbled into a hypnotic state. I do not know how long I was awakened by a strange howling, to rise to hear, but found himself the whole people have been buried in the sand, the sand is not very thick. Quickly stripped off the body of the dark sand of the open ear to listen to the strange howling night, do not listen to Daohai nothing, the listening, really makes this song absolutely only human. The whistling wind and the distant desert, howling wolf played a mixture of breathtaking desert wonderful temperament night of terror!

this moment I began to feel a faint hint of fear, but fortunately I was the sand in the low-lying valley, the wind will not take the smell of my body to the place where a wolf. But at the moment how I can not pause to rest, and listening to the wind whistling and howling wolves praying for the Jinlun oriental desert it for my dark stay night away! In this way, such as the degree of sub-coming to a year I finally broke the golden dust out of the sun, but can not tell the sun or the desert sand, this is the desert in the morning. Fatigue first day of at least a faint hope and pray in the end the fear. At dawn, people living in cities and those who build a new life began, but lost in the desert for me is a greater fear and death to come. Good morning, visibility was no wind, I climbed out of the desert Shagou looking for direction, but the boundless desert horizon in the sky even as one could not distinguish direction. I know that if the temerity to mess a few kilometers away will never get out of blustery sand Manjuan lose yourself again, and now can do is look at the nearest place to find water and food can not go too far, Otherwise, once you lose the wind will be accelerated if the despair and death. Searched the place to go except sand, or sand, there is no water signs and symbols. Suddenly thought of no water, their urine can meet their urgent needs, ah, hurry to bag ready to throw in the sand spread in urine sediment in the bag was not subject to siphoning off, not been off the two-day drop of water in the desert heat steam fire Water has long been under their own roast does not, and Caesar was not the pain is spreading to a drop of urine. Want to quench their thirst is completely broken dreams, it should be able to find something small reptiles or insects as food bar, and consequently do not see the strange thing is very frustrating disappointment down on the sand. Although it is thirst and hunger and fatigue, but awareness is still very clear thinking, knowing that any case can not lie down, or else only ever lie down, and while visibility is now also can not windy, too quickly and then look for so what can become food for something. Then again, looking around in the sand dunes, and finally in the tens of meters away from the dunes I found a few herbs, I was ecstatic to even climb with roll fury, which is a bit like the South Common leaf plant cedar leaves are all very long spines, the site in the desert when I first came to ask what local people call this grass, the people told me that grass is grass specific people call desert turning green season is the food of cattle and sheep, title Jiaosha do not know. This can be in front of several strains of is stuffed into his mouth, but how also can not chewed, his mouth full of sand in addition to outside are not even their own saliva, and simply do not for all the surrounding When the pull inadvertently discovered the abnormal thing, this time as I like to take a stimulant to the fastest speed away with the top buried in the sand, in front of me was a few yellow bones, at the time petrified me a blank mind, about ten minutes after the heart rate gradually returned to the frequency, it remains the immediate attention of the reading, teaching slender bone Flanagan cheese should be the point of view of people from the shape of small leg, the other is not clear which of the Han bone. Which might be like today, I do Xianjia lost in this vast desert after the disputes do not want a taste of earthly enlightenment in this practice it! Also did not care so much now the most important thing is to protect themselves, this is the bone for me, the only life-saving food, and even disrespectful to the dead can only be asked to fill in a hungry belly. Think of this would be for the remains of pious homage and pray silently: Sin drive, niche no intention to disturb you offend your moral support in this practice, Xian Xia Road, pray your bones can save, I lost in desolate. After carefully homage to their bag of bones to pick up. In order to save strength and energy I can not do too much too much kinetic energy, this is the beginning of the next day, to rest in response to greater danger and despair behind, I returned to the semi-lying quietly turn a blind eye Shagou repose. Did not know the direction in the desert in no time, the raising of God do not know how long, to feel more out of the bag to the spirit of the seabuckthorn child when food remains to be processed and to facilitate the swallow goes, first with a big bone to After these two things done at the end of the sky has been torn mantle evening sunset yarn gap, the drawing came to a vast desert, which indicates that the night I turn to face the fear. Fading evening watching the sunset, the difficult choking back tears just smashed the bone particles, can not feel what that smell is, because without the strong taste do not know, or swallow the remains of the sand, could not help a rush of sorrow and grief sorrow.

in the dark night despite the sad desolation, but the sense of how not shaken. Though this is the night, but after exposure to the sun during the day, the sand of the sand is still hot roast my nerves and body, to break away with the sand had buried themselves in the deep sand, deep sand temperature not that high. After planing bunker finally have a little comfort in mind a sense of accomplishment, but only fleeting pleasure, soon replaced by fear. After two days of agonizing I have already exhausted, and the night wind blew sand flying in case you accidentally fell asleep not dig your own grave? I can sleep with the fear you! Had beheld the night sitting in a daze, think of something absurd and should not think more and more distress after the despair of how long I can support, on its own is certainly not out of the desert now, it seems that my life can only brilliant silent forever etched in gold this desolate world. I left family, classmates, friends, colleagues that what is it? Ear-piercing scream awakened my meditation, I moved his body numb yourself more relaxed lying down resting, but the wind kept the face of the sand brought lunged towards me I had to take the package to reduce the corresponding block in the head nose injury, it is so frustrating to have another Kingland come out.

Although the third day, and I do not have the first two days of excitement and impulse, and slowly climbed out to see if there Shagou new discoveries brought the wind last night, after climbing to Shagou stand up to see what new changes around, just stand up fallen, I thought it was standing on quicksand wanted to try again on the stand, did not expect the same, but faded down the half of my will. After two days of agonizing I know not any supplementary water and food, their own state for almost severe dehydration, lips become dry skin, dripping with the twist of the body away, I fell off the lip skin to pick up swallow into the stomach. To go to the dunes above almost no strength to walk upright support your body up. Can crawl up waiting for a miracle on him to, and just climbed up the dunes for a while to see the distant sky rolling sand, without thought to the Shagou desperately reflex in the roll, a clear sky just yet moment they fall into the darkness, and had curled up in the folder Shagou ho in prayer, hope this is only an occasional passing wind Do not linger over this spot and the visitors. Shelter exception to the slow movement of the machine start small bone chips from his bag and changed into the shape of the mouth, bone fragments and sand thorn in the mouth I see stars like Venus have entered a world entirely. Under normal circumstances, this situation is only beaten on the head by external forces or prolonged and extreme hunger, squat jumps suddenly to appear, the wind finally stopped, Pik return to the desert sky, but the body is like fire under the sand If there are eggs, then buried in the sand can not take a while to eat. I had to physically close as possible to the inside of the folder ho, no point throughout the desert areas to avoid sun exposure. Desperate people in a particular environment should be considered the third day of the characteristics of life have reached a certain limit, I have been deeply comprehend. In the evening I began to sense not clear, and from time to time there will be inexplicable illusion, it is not severe, but I know I have entered the collapsed state, the body has too much flexibility not only awareness but also support the view long only. Think I have experienced ups and downs in this life of pain, pleasure; think I have a peace and happiness, etc., which will collapse along with my consciousness reborn in paradise, can not help but heart-breaking extreme. I have traveled in this journey of life, no matter what predicament I have never been sad, and now lost in the desolate desert, I never had a sad sigh. In the nature of human life is so wanton, only pale and weak! To tired and will want to nap quietly turn a blind eye, not so much as it is powerless to take a nap waiting for the final bliss of the creature even more bleak point of sentencing. Although the basic body can only maintain a fixed posture, but the consciousness is not subject to the control of the body, sometimes psychedelic dreams in the chic travel, Venus is in the fanatical pursuit of the world, sometimes in the halls of hell cozy Happy, extremely happy! Wondered if it was normal or who want illusions collapse in extreme psychedelic state of detachment, perhaps this may be what people call Always out of a sense of magic, a kind of magic did not feel intoxicated, as described as people is very scary. Instead, this vision for me to wind the night without fear of arbitrary, so I stumbled like to see a ray of light, I thought it was not fade illusion it hard to see moving the nod, the original line is really not a fantasy light, but I can not remember this many days, and I subconsciously want to take cover in the face of the bag, bag, there are still points bone fragments, took a long time and effort to finally reach out to touch the bag was slowly grab bag bone fragments, also can not tell is the point of sand or small bones caught aboard mouth.

awareness has been unrestrained in a totally strange country wandering, with long hair fluttering green beauty; their whole body glow like fireflies in the night floated in front of me, is this legend of the angel? Can people's minds are not all dressed in white angel with wings can fly it? I like the angel how illusion is glowing green beauty? Earthly spirits are incomplete; them around my greetings to tell the Red scores, prehistoric monsters with large teeth; they devour my flesh, and so the poor thing. Tell me the remnants of consciousness: life is about to end! Then if there is any small animal or an ant could easily swallow me. Ear came a plaintive cry mysterious and melodious, does the call God gave me the peerless soul music, which is supreme in the souls of the call, I seem to be surrounded by the spirits of heaven flew to the holy trail! World there may be worried about my last, perhaps his last hard move under my instinct to snap his arm, hoping to swallow the bite piece of meat, the death should be no loss their full devil, Unfortunately, no bite force of the. I am not only a very weak suction outlet, and just then I suddenly jumped up and went straight to the top of the dunes away, arrived to resist the above fell to the ground, this is what is a supernatural power, is the last of life seconds.

not sure how long, when I opened my eyes blind, they were in a castle in the sand. I do not know who he is, or ghost, dementia, looked at the same place to stay, although the eye can be opened, but the brain has no feeling like a vegetable, after about a long time for a while, I began to have feelings, and eyes began slowly in the sand castle in turn looking around, I saw a man carrying a homemade leather water bag to feed me water, but also how to feed not go, he put down the water bag had a get something straight dig my mouth, he I dig a lot of sand out of his mouth, then took the water bags to feed me water, while also telling them, I spit it out to feed, and thus repeatedly to do for a long time he said that he could drink, but this time I if there is no desire on the water, I watched him, from his point of view is a hunter dress, but I can not speak. Dementia with open eyes only looked at him to see I got the moves he made tea and brought the dried meat called I tried to eat slowly, slowly I started pointing in accordance with his very gentle drink tea, In fact I'm still recovering from what to eat how can I do. Look at my confused look of dementia, he sat next to me smiled and said: I know what you're thinking, ask me are doing, you in the end is dead or alive. I am a hunter, you are living now did not die to save you, it is a desert wolf, I follow this wolf a long time. Wherever the sand dunes when I see it bolted to my hunting experience while know that the dunes must have its prey, and sure enough it has not run when I get to see you, but I do not know if you dead, in the Hunter I can not make it the first instinct rushed to your side, it had shot sent packing. I went to your side with a unique way to see you hunters still have a slight point outlet, and quickly give you hand over your nose and mouth stuffed with a pipe inserted into the sand to give you blow your nose, and then hold you to my here! Then he said that, I was hunting this area for many years, I often see some of the lost remains of the desert, and buried their remains, I do not know who lost the road no one can escape, you just let me run into, can be considered white in the desert, I did not spend so many years, hehe. Finished he said to me,bailey UGG boots, you now need to take training, so you restore the fitness I'll buy you out of the desert.

after listening to his private prosecution, I realize that I really still alive, I met the savior. The simple and bold and honest and straightforward is the front of the hunter world with a caring heart he saved inadvertently lost in the desolate desert of a depletion of life. I sincerely from the bottom of the depth of tears. . . . . . . . . . .

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